Currently Listening Home Grown! The Beginner's Guide to Understanding the Roots, Vol. 1 By The Roots Seed 2.0 see related

so hi.

sorry its been foreverr.

again.

im 17 in like...10 days.

oh em gee.

i can't wait.

Snowball weekend was amazing
this past weekend was amazing
this coming weekend is amazing

and i love all the people that made it happen.
this is for you.

Leslie A
Leslie B
Connor
Bridgit
Laura
Liz
Megan
Meghan
Peter
Alex
Nate
Sharee

Currently Listening Controversy Loves Company By The Audition Lawyers see related

sorry its been..forever.

almost a month since ive updated here. I'm sorry, no one reads it. it's funny though, its funny how in that month, i've had so many thoughts, so much drama, so much need for expression, and when i finally have the time to do it, i blank, and i can't think of anything to do.

yoikes.

well. my new years resolution is to lose 40 pounds. yeah . Fourty. its crazy. i lost 4 lbs the first 4 days, and now i've gained 3 more then what i've originally started with. its weird. but i'm getting there i suppose.

lauren worked out with my last night, now i'm just waiting for the soreness to kick in.

I think i may go and work out again tonight or something..this entire week is booked. tomorrow i dont have to come into school until like 1030 or something, and then i have work from 3-7 and then a mandatory work meeting from 7-8. god. tomorrow is gonna suck

wednesday i have to go to the princeton review center..thingy. to get my results from the practice SAT test i took saturday. man, i probably bombed that. haha. i got so burned out on it after like 2 hours. oh well. shit happens.

thursday i have work again, and thankfully, friday, we have off. god, i can't wait for this week to be over so that then we have a 4 day weekend. gah gah gah. so anyway.

thats just whats going on currently. i'm so bored. so leave comments.

xanga sucks. lol

xo

-K

Currently Listening In Motion By Copeland Pin your wings see related

Hey gals/guys!

lately..i've had my up and down moments. I don't know why, but I've had 2 breakdowns in the last week. I think I'm finally over Jake..and moved onto Jeremy again. We worked out our problems and I guess now everything is okay. as far as I know at least.

Girl(online): I like him
Friend:you do? really?
Girl: yeah
Friend: why?
Girl: are you serious? have you seen him SMILE?
Friend: You should tell him, he likes you too.
Girl: He does?? How do you know??
Friend: Because I know your friend's password.

Jeremy is coming February 17 and I'm freaking excited. He's coming for my bday :) yayyy!

i'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder,
not because she's sleepy.. but because she wants to be closer to you

yes. so i'm excited.

Christmas is in a week and 2 days. Oh my word. I still have to buy my dad a Christmas present. Oh boy.

I want to sit on sanata's lap,
just like i did when I was little,
and tell him that there is this boy,
and he is all that I want for Christmas

Jonny ...is still clingy, but not so much. That kid is just plain weird sometimes though. but what can i do..

Umm..what else. I dunno. I've just had a lot of time to think about things. I've come to peace with who i am and what i look like. I've come to peace with the fact that I can't bet everything i've wanted to be. I dont want to make this into a long entry like laurens. haha. I dunno, I just think I could gain the ultimate happiness if jeremy was here..it would make life so much better, hes like my main back bone now...we could have what lauren and colton have. I am so happy for her.

I love talking about you because
i can never run out of things to say
i never have a bigger smile or louder laugh
& even with everything that
I say, I'm still the only one that understands
Why i love you.

and speaking of lauren, we're watching madagascar and baking a cake tomorrow. aren't you excited? yes, yes you are. haha. i love everyone. Comments would make me SO happy :) haha

ex.oh

Kelly

"Pin Your Wings"

Hey Amanda
Where'd you find these crazy boys this time?
They say you're pretty but you don't think they're right.

Hey Amanda
While you're staring at your telephone tonight
do you feel like turning it off, turning off all of the lights?

Pin your wings down
if it's over now
Pin your wings down
just take a chance somehow

Hey Amanda
who just threw your heart away this time?
And when you're crying on your bed does he help keep you alive?

Pin your wings down
if it's all over now
Pin your wings down
just take a chance somehow

I'll take the blame if you take me home now
Cuz there's no place left for trust in all this pain
And you know when it rains in this town I get washed away
Without a sound
So pin my wings down

If it's over
If it's over now

Pin your wings down
if it's over now
Pin your wings down
just take a chance somehow

Currently Listening Letters to the President By Hawk Nelson Letter to the President see related

If drama were vodka, our school would be so wasted.
- Abercrombie & Fitch

her; why doesn't anyone like me?
him; i don't know.
her; who do you like?
him; this girl that no one likes.
her; oh.
him; who do you like?
her; this guy that likes someone
that no one likes.
him; seems like that girl he likes feels like she's alone.
her; no, she just wants him to say he
loves her.
him; i love you.
her; i love you too.

Hey darlings
almost one week with jeremy
over one week since jake and i have talked.
im not even sure why i still care about him.i really shouldn't
jonny is deeply in love with me. lord
i dont know whats going on in my life anymore
its like life is just one huge party with everyone wearing masks. good things happen, but mostly bad things.

he says all the wrong things
at exactly the wrong time
but he means everything to you
and you don't know why

they call her a killer && they call her a sinner && they call her a whore
but God forbid you ever had to walk a mile in her shoes
cause then you really might know what its like

you know it's over. get a clue.
it's hard to get through. but take
a deep breath and hold on tight
cuz you're gonna get through
this stormy night.

im scared to fall in love..
scared to fall fast because
everytime i fall in love
it never seems too last </3

you might just think of me as a friend but
i'm that ONE girl that took one single look
at you && fell harder then i have  e v e r
fallen in my          [[ ENTiiRE LiiFE . . . ]]

If you get a chance, take it.
If it changes your life, let it.
No exceptions. No regrets.

Billy made a promise but didn’t end though
Carrie had a dream but she threw it out the window
Kevin met a nice girl who broke his heart and
His friends never told him but they knew it from the start and...

These are the things we go through
Let’s take control and be ourselves
Let’s not waste time wondering about
How we’re gonna make it out

Wake up everyone around you
Let’s rock until the clock strikes two
Stand up for what you believe and shout to
Here’s another song from the youth that surround you

Kyle’s parents split up, he thinks it’s his fault
Little does he know that the time they’re in was difficult
Andrew she left home, said she had enough
All she really wanted was somebody else there to love

She’s all along again, it’s the same old argument
And she needs a helping hand to help her find the truth

These are the things we go through
Let’s take control and be ourselves
Let’s not waste time wondering about
How we’re gonna make it out

Wake up everyone around you
Lets rock until the clock strikes two
Stand up for what you believe and shout to
Here’s another song from the youth that surrounds you

Save me I’m all alone as I’m coming to the surface
Tell me I’ve got to know what is my meaning and my purpose
Show me I’m far from home lost with no sense of direction 
Take me to Your throne

Billy made a promise but didn’t end though
Carried had a dream but she threw it out the window
Kevin met a nice girl who broke his heart and
His friends never told him but they knew it from the start and...

These are the things we go through
Let’s take control and be ourselves
Let’s not waste time wondering about
How we’re gonna make it out

Wake up everyone around you
Let’s rock until the clock strikes two
Stand up for what you believe and shout to
Here’s another song from the youth that surround you

Wake up everyone around you
Let’s rock until the clock strikes two
Stand up for what you believe and shout to
Here’s another song from the youth that surround you

When we were younger we used to sit on my porch
And talk smack about girls and professional sports
There’s a lot of things I wanted to say
But never got a change to find a way

(One) take a good look at all of your high schools
this is the first reason that I want to write you
it must be tough when society is messed up
Gotta save money, please don’t take it out on us

Do they even know? Do they even know?

If I was brave I’d write a letter to the president
And have him pass it to the leaders of our parliament
But for now I won’t say nothing
From all the kids who would stand in my residence
Who see this letter as a statement of our innocence
But for now I won’t say nothing

Now that we’re older a brand new story unfolds 
About God and the laws that we’ve always been told
And there’s a lot of things I wanted to say
But never got a change to find a way

Same-sex marriage in a stat where they don’t care
Murder is wrong but the jail time’s not fair
Not to mention date rap, felony and car theft
Break it down and tell me what we’ve got left

Do they even know? Do they even know?

If I was brave I’d write a letter to the president
And have him pass it to the leaders of our parliament
But for now I won’t say nothing
From all the kids who would stand in my residence
Who see this letter as a statement of our innocence
As for now I’ll start with something

Take a good look at Tommy, he’s a track star
Good role model, had a change to go real far
Then the school made a budget-cut
Cut out the track team
Now instead Tommy is a crack head

Same-sex marriage in a state where they don’t care
Murder is wrong but the jail time’s unfair
Not to mention date rape, felony, and car theft
Break it down and tell me what we’ve got left

If I was brave I’d write a letter to the president
And hove him pass it to the leaders of out parliament
But for now I won’t say nothing
From all the kids who would stand in my residence
Who see this letter as a statement of our innocence
As for now I’ll start with something

Currently Listening Composure By Waking Ashland I am for you see related

Oh man..Here we go again.

"Maybe Romeo and Juliet were fated to be together, but just for a while and then their time passed. If they could've known that beforehand, maybe it all would have been OK.

When Igrow up I'm going to take fate into my own hands. I won't let some guy drag me down. I'll be lucky if I ever have that kind of passion for someone. And that if I do, we'll be together forever. Even now I believe that for the most part love is about choices. It's about putting down the poison and the dagger and making your own happy ending. Most of the time. And that sometimes, despite all your best choices and all your best intentions, Fate wins anyway."- Grey's Anatomy.

Always hold your head up high..

Even if on the inside you're about to cry..

Pretend that nothing's wrong at all - close

your eyes before you fall. If you can't see it.

it's not there.. This is life & it's not fair..

Never caught my breath
Every second I'm without you I'm a mess
Ever know each other
Trust these words are stones
why cuts aren't healing
Learning how to love

In regards to jake:

life is a series of calluses, this is just another layer.

So, build'em up, tough it out, yeah, that's your skin--

don't let anyone under there.

to let go isn't to forget, not think about, or ignore.
it doesn't have feelings of anger, jealousy or regret.
letting go isn't winning or losing. it's not about pride.
it's not about obsessing or dweeling on the past. it
isn't about loss and it's not defeat. to let go is to ...
cherish memories, but to overcome them and move
on. letting go is accepting. letting go is having the
courage to accept change, and the strengh to keep
moving. letting go is growing up .. <3

shes moving on. & i feel sorry for you 'cause

she thought you were the most amazing boy

ever.. if she could have any guy in the world

she would have picked you above the others..

she thought you were different.wrong.

you're justgonna be another guy to her now.

0H.. DiD i MENTi0N --

when i see you..

iT STiNGS LiKE HELL.

due to the fact that we

could have something

that will --

NEVER HAPPEN </3

and nights like these

when i'm sitting on my bed;;

dreaming and thinking of you

you're probably out with your girl

the girl that i was supposed to be x3

I couldn't tell you
Why she felt that way
She felt it everyday
And I couldn't help her
I just watched her make
The same mistakes again

i know you just want to be friends..

& that's ok with me, but please just

stop making me fall even harder..

In regards to jeremy (not JAR)

I wanna hold hands &

waste Friday nights with you.

you hug me close ; i shut my eyes tight.

you tell me it's gonna be alright.

you hug me closer ; kiss my cheek.

then my tears start to leak - i open my

eyes then realize - it's true ... i've fallen for you

kiss her like she's famous.
hold her like she's everything.
& tell her that she`s the only one for you

i just want to lie in your arms in the grass

under the stars while the rest of the world disappears

Waking Ashland-I Am For You Lyrics

Something¡¯s very wrong here
Your heart has frozen over
and something¡¯s very strange here
You've lost all desire

The comfort we create to prove were something
But we're starving
Screaming in the night cause you want answers
From the one
And there is hope again

Don't give up your not thinking
Don't give up just keep seeking
And I, I am for you
And I, I will love you
And I, I am for you
And I, I will save you

Come and take my face or forever I will walk alone
And all the same mistakes
Cause I know you, I deny you
Days go by and choices still remain forever
Right and wrong is black and white
The illusions of this world
And there is hope again

I send my self to you
Yes always and always
I send my love to you

You found today, found today, you found today, saw today